I gave my boys a haircut last week and then decided that I should have a trim as well. AJ offered to cut my hair for me. It's been pretty warm here lately and we don't have air conditioning in the caravan or in our car. In order to stay cooler, I needed to tie my hair back all of the time...and I was also getting too many headaches.
I told AJ that I wanted to go a bit shorter and he figured that chin-length would be good so he snipped away. Summer evened it out a bit and now we have a new-look me!....
I love it! I don't just look a little different, I feel different too...Much sassier! (and my headaches have stopped!) But this feeling is not just because of the haircut. (It would be the other way around.)
I wrote recently about some of the pre-menopausal symptoms I've been experiencing. I haven't had the hot flushes for several months, I just feel like my whole body is running warmer than usual. Maybe that's partly hormones and partly, or mostly, the extra pounds I'm wearing. This is the first summer that I've had a challenge with the heat of the season. As I'm entering my own autumn years, I'm actually looking forward to the season of autumn and the slightly cooler weather. Even my wardrobe now has some autumn colours in it.
I like this feeling, it feels like a new, stronger power brewing, creating a more Sassy me, not willing to take any crap from anyone. No longer willing to put myself out for others. Not selfish as such, just making sure I take care of myself and my family first. With a fiery, passionate determination to back it up. Very fiery. It's almost like adolescence again only more directed and with the wisdom of experience backing it.
Several things have happened lately which have led to me feeling a little taken advantage of. I take full responsibility for my part in that.And now I take full responsibility in ensuring it never happens again!
I claim my right to speak my mind and defend my needs! I know that I am valuable and worthwhile!
When I logged on here this morning, this is the daily affirmation from Dr Wayne Dyer that I was greeted with:
My destiny is mine to control.
When you acquire enough inner peace and feel really positive about yourself, it's almost impossible for you to be controlled and manipulated by anybody else.
It was such a great reminder and affirmation of where I am right now. Who said getting older was a bad thing? Right now, I wouldn't trade it for anything!